And once again...

One of the worst things in the world is when someone tells you: "i have good and bad news for u..."

They all usually tend to be bad...

This really sucks!!

='(

just thinking...

I've been thinking...





there is so much within me,


to many feelings ready to explode,


if I could just transform them into words.





let me break my silence


let me speak trough these letters





let me write...

Allow me to exaggerate a memory or

Where nothing really mattered

Except for me to be with you

But in time we all forgot and we all grew...



I've never been more scared to be alone

If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep

Then I'm putting out the lantern

Find your own way back home

u.u

not liking me very much...

Paint it BLACK!!

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I see a red door and I want it painted black

No colors anymore I want them to turn black

I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes

I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

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I see a line of cars and theyre all painted black

With flowers and my love both never to come back

I see people turn their heads and quickly look away

Like a new born baby it just happens evry day

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I look inside myself and see my heart is black

I see my red door and it has been painted black

Maybe then Ill fade away and not have to face the facts

Its not easy facin up when your whole world is black

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No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue

I could not foresee this thing happening to you

If I look hard enough into the settin sun

My love will laugh with me before the mornin comes

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I see a red door and I want it painted black

No colors anymore I want them to turn black

I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes

I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

Eyes wide open

Now I'm awake... looking towards the sky =)

-.-

Will i wake tomorrow from this nightmare?

+ The Flame +

Another night slowly closes in,

And I feel so lonely.

Touching heat freezing on my skin,

I pretend you still hold me.

I'm going crazy, Im losing sleep.

I'm in too far, I'm in way too deep over you.

I cant believe youre gone.

You were the first, you'll be the last.

Wherever you go, Ill be with you.

Whatever you want, Ill give it to you.

Whenever you need someone to lay your heart and head upon.

Remember: after the fire, after all the rain,

I will be the flame.

I will be the flame.

Watching shadows move across the wall,

I feel so frightened.

I wanna run to you, I wanna call,

But Ive been hit by lightening.

Just cant stand up for fallin apart.

Cant see through this veil across my heart, over you.

Youll always be the one.

You were the first, youll be the last.

Wherever you go, Ill be with you.

Whatever you want, Ill give it to you.

Whenever you need someone to lay your heart and head upon.

Remember: after the fire, after all the rain,

I will be the flame.

I will be the flame.